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[02 Feb 2006|12:41am] |
new york thursday-sunday.
yesyesyesyesyesyes
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[01 Jan 2006|11:33am] |
New years eve was absolutely amazing, up until 1:05. The rest was completely unneccessary.
Emily's is great and i dont want to leave and i love asians who give us happy hour.
peace <3
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[11 Nov 2005|03:18pm] |
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my parents got me an ipod nano!
the best presents are def the ones you never even had to ask for
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[11 Nov 2005|12:10am] |
FRIDAY.
it seems like ive been waiting for Friday since forever...
wow.
1:50pm and im done with a week of insanity.
yes.yes.yes.yes.yes.
oh & all you FACEBOOK kids: EW way to put up a pic with me front row and center lookin my absolute WORST. no worries still love you all, just thinkin you should, uh...ya know, take it down !!!
<3 come home already losers
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[06 Nov 2005|10:14pm] |
im losing it
im really losing it, i dont know how im going to get through this week.
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[30 Oct 2005|11:43am] |
i really hope everything goes really well for me this year.
Can't it be january already?...
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[23 Oct 2005|10:58am] |
This journal is bangin.
p.s. college apps should go jump in a lake
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[18 Sep 2005|08:08pm] |
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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[08 Jul 2005|06:24pm] |
jussst finished my psych assignment!!
in other words,
im free till tuesdayyyy
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[28 Jun 2005|01:23pm] |
So turns out things are looking really good.
Nothing's as terrible as i thought and this huge wave of releif has come over me.
I really would love to get to NY and buy all the cheap accessories I see, oh and see my friends of course!
EMILY RISA: i'm not sure wether or not thursday will work, but wat about sunday? hmmm we'll see. I'm really just dying to get there whenever, however.
right so im taking a psychology course every tuesday and thursday from 9-12pm and this way i'm not at all busy, but still feel as thought im really accomplishing. Still hoping to hear about a job, etc etc.
call me- looks lke this is gonna be my first full connecticut summer.
<3
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[21 Jun 2005|03:44pm] |
why am i alwayyys being stupid bout stuffff
i put up a good fight, but then gave in.
watev i know it wont be happening again so thats one plus!
oh anddd
finals are kickiiiing my bum!
peace.
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I LOVE ORIT COHEN.
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[30 May 2005|09:40pm] |
So since Israel I havent been doin well, and therefore missed approx 2+ weeks of school (mainly secular studies) all together. I have tons of work to do and am trying so hard to keep it together. I have around 10 tests and quizzes that i have to makeup, numerous assignments, especially in math, and this is all because i got sick. Is it my fault that i suddenly got ill? Is it really my fault that i wasn't able to sit in school? Is it my fault that i was getting bloodwork and tests done? Is it my fault that the doctors wouldnt allow me to come t school for days on end?? Is it my fault that i never get sick, but of course, when school couldn't be anymore stressful I get so incredibly ill??? I didnt plan on it! I didnt ask for any of this!! I dont have it in me to make up all the work. I honestly cant do it. ive been cramming and trying so hard and i jsut cant do it. Im sick of having to explain to teachers every single day that i cant help the fact that im always tired, that im constantly dizzy, that my headaches wont go away. they dont even care. each teacher piles on the work, unable to comprehend that i have 8 classes other than theirs!! i have so much to do, plus i have to keep up with whats going on in class currently. its terrible im a mess. my option is to have a couple weeks after school to catch up, but i need this to be over. i cant stand sitting in class and not understanding anything because ive missed so many days. its hard. its really hard. im sick of people giving me their "miracle solutions" trust me IVE THOUGHT OF IT ALL. my mind is going crazy and im bound to wind up worse than i started if i keep this up. god i cant help it though. this is so important to me yet i just cant do it, i cant grasp and take charge of my responsibilities.
i hate hate hate that im always whining bout stuff on lj, but i guess its a good outlet.
i jsut dont kno wat to doand i feel terribly stuck, and im done talking bout this.
it hurts
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[06 Mar 2005|10:23am] |
I went to a RYAN CABRERA concert last night and had the greatest time everrrr.
there were like 5459087364 girls there, and 5 guys. he did an "MMMBop" cover and i loved it.
i bet he's every single one of your secret crushes!!
great great night...
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[02 Mar 2005|11:57pm] |
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkkk
<3
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[01 Mar 2005|04:04pm] |
they say 3rd times a charm...
<3
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| completely unneccessary- yet SO neccessary for me to get out of my system |
[26 Jan 2005|12:21pm] |
Somehow, when you're the one who nobody likes, for whatever reason/s, you tend to critisize everyone else. look at yourself- open your eyes.
your whining is annoying.
learn to do things subtly.
we dont care about most of what you say anyway.
<3
p.s. yes, this seems harsh, and i really do hate to be a complete, flatout bitch- but i had to get it out of my system. wow...ive got such a guilty conscious.
kthnx.
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[25 Jan 2005|07:00pm] |
wknds gonna be super im totally lookin forwardddd
<3
mhmm
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[25 Jan 2005|05:02pm] |
mmk
so i was thinkin today
just bout stuff
and i realized that i really, more than anything dont want to be going this weekend. i could not figure out wat possesed me to agree on going then i remembered a) being part of student gov i felt it was neccessary b) i pink swore with vogel that id go. These, however, happen to be people i cannot deal with. I am so unbelievably good at keepin up the smiling face every school day, but on the weekend too?? am i insane?! i was tryin to rationalize with myself, thinkin that a weekend with my school really won't be too bad, but sure enough, i just wasn't falling for it.
oh boy.
i wonder if i can still get out of it...
<3
p.s. someone from florida keeps calling and not leaving messages, it's pretty aggravating.
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mmk
so im gonna pretend i dont have a crush on anyone,
and im just not gonna mention it.
crush??
pshh of course not!
<3
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